(This article is jointly written by Sameer Guglani and Nandini Hirianniah)
In recent days, while working with the MVP portfolio companies and reflecting back on the days of madhouse, we have identified this phenomenon we are calling ‘startup madness’.
It’s visible and present from the time when you start thinking of your million dollar/world changing idea to the steady state point (personal satisfaction, acquisition, IPO or maybe shutdown). Things that you do, don’t make any sense to outsiders and they are like ‘This guy is crazy’ and even when you look back at that period you think “what was I thinking when I did this?”
Looking back at the time when we got the idea to start madhouse, we did not know anything about business, we were just two 27 year old kids (later three of us, with Ankur joining us). We had tried a variety of things in our lives and had managed to do reasonably well in whatever we put our hands into, may be that’s what gave us the stupid confidence. Very importantly we were quite ignorant about ‘real business’ and hence came up with our own take on every business problem we faced.
This streak of startup madness showed at various places:
- We did not hear NO: not from vendors, not from people we were trying to hire, not from investors, customers, no one. A NO just meant we had to come back with new ideas and try again.
- We would never get tired of talking about madhouse and we could talk to any one about it. Most times the other guy did not give a damn
, for him/her it was just a blabber - We just worked non-stop for three years , not even a day off (except when forced by illness)
- Other than work everything else was just plain unimportant : sleeping, eating, meeting friends, attending social functions, family, watching TV, movies, newspaper – all of this had very little place in our lives. We just filled all our day with work with average working day of 16-18 hrs all thru.
- We worked out of anywhere and everywhere. Our tools were a Fujitsu laptop and a CDMA phone which could be used like a modem. Restaurants, inside a car / train / auto rickshaw / bus, out on the road, in the park, bedroom, living room and the loo, locations stopped to matter, where place was work place.
- We did not need a lot of money to live and we were happier than ever (no purchases of over 1000 for 3 years, eating at economical places, shamelessly staying with friends / relatives / acquaintances in cities we visited on work )
- ‘The world impossible was missing” - we just did not believe that there was any problem that we could not solve or anything we could not do. Our minds were one track – focus hard, think hard, work hard and just do whatever it takes.
- We had access to this inhuman energy that allowed us to just keep going – “never get tired” or “never run out of steam”.
- Each time we met a new person, we were constantly thinking of how this person can help our venture, . Everywhere we went, we explored if there was something there that could benefit our startup. Frankly we were classical ‘opportunity hounds” and quite shamelessly so
- We were basically “stuck” in our own world in which we could not fail. While we adapted like crazy, we sort of forced business to work the way we thought it should work, without caring a lot about the outside world.
This madness is the essence of start-ups; it signifies the purity of a startup. It makes the startup tick and makes it successful and enjoyable. The same madness makes you innovate, over perform, challenge your skill set, think out of the box or even out of the world, take 28 hrs out of a 24 hrs a day, it gets you to focus but does not let you blindly focus!
Its also important to figure out how can you keep re-fueling the desire, the madness, so that it lasts forever, not just for days, weeks or months, start ups that click need to be at it for years. For an individual or team to succeed as a startup, having the startup madness is a must.
If you are an entrepreneur look inside you and make an honest assessment. Do you have the streak?
- If yes, great.
- If no. But you think you can build it – nice, go ahead and do it at the highest priority.
- If you don’t have it and you can’t build it – I am not sure you should continue being an entrepreneur.
On that other hand, if you are not yet an entrepreneur you should also look inside you and make the same honest assessment. Do I have the mad streak?
- If yes, you fool, leave your job right now – the world of ‘startup madness’ is calling
- If no, it would best for you to avoid the path of entrepreneurship, until the ‘madness streak’ gets to you
December 13, 2008 at 10:30 pm
Great post Sameer…thoroughly enjoyed reading it.
Lot of times, its how long the ‘madness streak’ is sustained..that defines the truly succesful entrepreneur. If he’s not doing it…he should inspire others to do so one his streak subsides.
December 14, 2008 at 3:14 am
I have been working on a start-up for about 6 months now, and that’s precisely how I feel about TrailBehind, in many respects.
December 14, 2008 at 6:29 am
I am also stuck with this madness and have started to work on this new website of mine. Though I am still continuing with my job but once I am back at home it is just all madness for that idea of mine that I want to go live with. Good to read this as I could relate to the madness streak.
December 14, 2008 at 7:16 am
Hey Sameer, completely agree with you. Smart madness is what is required to do a startup and more important is the madness has to be persistent to get going through all the tough times.
December 14, 2008 at 9:40 am
@ manish, who will know it better than you. You have been in the phase for few years now
@ rohan: keep it up. I hope your website takes off and enables you to quit and get into it full time
@ andrew, trailbehind looks like a great effort, are you building all trails or is there a way for travelers to contribute as well
December 14, 2008 at 9:41 am
@ sudhir, you have hit the nail on the head, many people can sustain for weeks/months but the winners are the ones who keep it going for years non-stop
December 14, 2008 at 2:39 pm
One of the blogs I would look back to if I ever felt down while working on my startup
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December 14, 2008 at 2:50 pm
Very true – I can totally relate with this. What is important is to channel this madness in a focussed way to drive results rather than letting it pull you in a thousand directions.
One thing I love about doing a startup is that there is always more to do than you can handle
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December 14, 2008 at 3:53 pm
when you have 6+ going at the same time and you can live on less than $500 a month, a lot more gets done!
December 14, 2008 at 4:04 pm
I could relate to some of your experiences while starting RailsFactory, especially the madness and strong beliefs, but the learning and payoffs had been huge and rewarding.
December 14, 2008 at 7:32 pm
nice stuff sameer!! and working with a start up gives you the juice of life – accelerated learning and lots of fun: which most of the people miss!!
..soon plan to be there again one day!
December 15, 2008 at 8:29 am
Hey Sameer,
I can relate to every instance narrated. I was bitten by an entrepreneurial bug too. I had started an HR consulting firm (boutique firm), catering to nich industry segment – MEDIA.
Managed the show for 4 years, post which took a halt, wanted to learn the tricks of the trade and hence got back to corporate.
“tartup Madness” is an apt term, because you only eat, sleep and drink your work and nothing else matters. People around think you are MAD, but you are not bothered.
Will come to you for expert advice when I start again!
Cheers and keep blogging,
Chetna
December 15, 2008 at 11:30 am
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December 15, 2008 at 5:53 pm
For the other side of madness read…http://illkilya.blogspot.com/2008/12/madness.html
December 16, 2008 at 5:14 am
Really good post. I’m a 15 year veteran in business and joined a startup 2 years ago. Blogging about the experience and pitfalls @ http://startupmadeness.wordpress.com. Ideas? Comments?
January 5, 2009 at 6:40 am
wow!!!
I remember the situations when my gf used to make those romantic flirts but my heart deeply involved in thoghts of my new venture…